darling even in the black of night
i find my way
to the harbor of your arms
let the night try and keep my from you
your dark heart shines for me
like a beacon guiding me home
(Source: serialkiller)
If you see it here, it is written by me
My reblogs
your words pierced me like a dagger
but your silence is what broke me
this heart of mine
slowly hardend to brittle alabaster
a hollow shell of the woman i used to be
you make me sway
like a leaf in the wind
i bend to you
i move where you take me
please let me close my eyes
and be my guide
let the layers peel away
leaving me flat
perfectly aligned
perfectly yours
(via sadik2deactivaded190811)
Only You
I lie in bed and see your face
Fingers in my mouth
Slick hands tracing circles upon my skin
Muscles tense under my now rough hands
Pinching and squeezing
All the places you would touch
My back arches and a sigh escapes from between my lips
As the rough play with my own body
Brings you closer to me
You are all I see behind closed eyelids
It is now your hands upon my skin
Taking from me
Taking what is yours
What I need to give to you
I cry your name
I tremble and beg you to release me from this sweet agony
As pleasure tears through my flesh and pounds in my veins and pours from the very heart of me
It is then, in that moment, that I feel you above me
Watching my every movement, my love for you pouring out of my mouth
I can smell you…I can taste you
It is more than I can bear
this is the last time
i say goodbye
the last time
i hold my heartache
the last time
i am the one left behind
(Source: rawpleasures, via darkside744)
walls
i have built this wall
so high, so strong
i leave soft spots
an opening here and there
you think you are in
you think you see the real me
you can feel me in places
watch me move
but it’s not real
it never was
it never can be
i have been down so long
this is the only thing that feels real to me
the only way can take in love
or love another
is through this filter
always ready for the fall
because it comes every time
and i would rather feel a little happiness at the surface
then allow anyone into the heart of me
just so they could tear it out
so when you say goodbye
i see the day coming
i know its near
i will ache for you
i will cry for you
i will fall to pieces
but this wall
it saves me
because i knew all along you would leave
they always do
time
i carry you
within my heart
that inward turned eye
that we wander to on late nights
when we think of the past
the moments
the times
that make our lives what they are
you are there
i hold you frozen in amber
our precious moments
they way you made me feel
they way i thought you felt for me
those times, those memories
there is no going back
but the feelings remain,
even after all this time
my body reponds to you
differently than it ever has, or ever will
when your memory fills my heart
you are back, and i feel the pull
but it fades, just as fast as the memory of your face
and i place you back into the deep recesses of my heart
keeping your perfect memory safe, for the next time i need to be reminded
of the woman i am
the woman i can be
the woman you helped me to see
i see you from across the room. i bite my lip and the butterflies begin to dance in my stomach. just like before, just like it always is. i feel that familiar ache deep inside. the ache that only comes when i see your face. the ache that makes me know i am yours.
(Source: akadoe)
testament
i am getting very good at letting go
an expert at being left
and not falling to pieces
my heart was bruised for a very long time
its a fine line
between leaving
and being left behind
but now i am strong
tired of the chase
wasting my best
caring for the careless
giving to the selfish
if you want me
you know where to find me
if you love me
you know how i need to be loved
i know what i need
and i can speak it
no longer afraid to ask for it
and expect nothing less
(Source: black-delilah)
where were you?
you stole my memories
twisted my dreams
turned my fairytale
into madness
(Source: darkside744)
